各位魔友晚上好~
今天是我加入魔方一周年的日子！给自己撒花~

这一年时间，在魔方配音、唱歌、做段子、跟大家交流，已经逐渐成为了我生活里必不可少的一部分。
去年刚从玩电影来到这儿的时候，完全没想过一个app会让我的生活发生这么大的变化。通过录段子，我的英文发音有了提高，释放了内心的戏瘾，逐渐抓住了唱歌的技巧，更结识了很多世界各地的知己和好朋友。
除了这些之外，入魔后我最重要的改变，就是变得更自信、坦然，不再畏惧挑战。
初来魔方的我，在生活里性格敏感，行事谨慎。很多时候对自己没什么自信，喜欢安稳，讨厌挑战。因为这样的性格，我常常会在工作和跟朋友相处之余，偶尔觉得孤独。会想很多，但又并不知道要怎么办。
因此，我一开始录段子的时候非常纠结。轻微的完美主义和强迫症，让我会把一句最简单的话重复录几十遍。即使最后段子发出来，重新听的时候也会觉得自己配得不好，全都是瑕疵。
刚来魔方第一天，我就关注了在玩电影一直非常喜欢，但没什么机会交流的Kelly女神。当时心里想，她这么高的人气，应该不会记得我。但出乎我的意料，她迅速回关了我，并且直接推了我在魔方的第一个段子。推荐语，“美音公主，登陆魔方！” 我在惊喜之余，第一次隔着手机从素未相识的人那里体会到了无比的温暖。
而我要在魔方体验到的美好才刚刚开始。在我渐渐受到大家的关注之后，自己的每一个段子都会收到很多鼓励，夸奖，也有了机会和各种各样非常有能力有才华的魔友们合作和交流。我也慢慢发现，自己纠结的所谓瑕疵，其实根本没那么重要。配喜欢的段子，玩儿得过瘾，并通过它结识到志同道合的朋友，越来越多地成为了我在魔方配音的目的。
学会做段子之后，我更体验到了分享的乐趣。把自己喜欢的东西安利给大家，看着大家体会到共鸣，生活有了积极的改变，对我来说实在是太幸福的一件事情。
所以我在9月24号这天，唱了自己一直以来非常喜欢的一首歌，<Waving Through A Window>， 出自今年Tony奖最佳音乐剧<Dear Evan Hansen>。虽然这首歌原唱是男声，虽然音域并不适合我，但歌词非常打动我。它唱出了我内心曾经有过的孤独，焦虑，和不安。而这些消极的情绪，因为魔方，因为你们，再也不会让我觉得困扰和难过。

以下是这首歌的歌词：

I've learned to slam on the brake
Before I even turn the key
Before I make the mistake
Before I lead with the worst of me

Give them no reason to stare
No slipping up if you slip away
So I got nothing to share
No, I got nothing to say

Step out, step out of the sun
If you keep getting burned
Step out, step out of the sun
Because you've learned, because you've learned

On the outside, always looking in
Will I ever be more than I've always been?
'Cause I'm tap, tap, tapping on the glass
I'm waving through a window
I try to speak, but nobody can hear
So I wait around for an answer to appear
While I'm watch, watch, watching people pass
I'm waving through a window, oh
Can anybody see, is anybody waving back at me?

We start with stars in our eyes
We start believing that we belong
But every sun doesn't rise
And no one tells you where you went wrong

Step out, step out of the sun
If you keep getting burned
Step out, step out of the sun
Because you've learned, because you've learned

On the outside, always looking in
Will I ever be more than I've always been?
'Cause I'm tap, tap, tapping on the glass
Waving through a window
I try to speak, but nobody can hear
So I wait around for an answer to appear
While I'm watch, watch, watching people pass
Waving through a window, oh
Can anybody see, is anybody waving?

When you're falling in a forest and there's nobody around
Do you ever really crash, or even make a sound?
When you're falling in a forest and there's nobody around
Do you ever really crash, or even make a sound?
When you're falling in a forest and there's nobody around
Do you ever really crash, or even make a sound?
When you're falling in a forest and there's nobody around
Do you ever really crash, or even make a sound?
Did I even make a sound?
Did I even make a sound?
It's like I never made a sound
Will I ever make a sound?

On the outside, always looking in
Will I ever be more than I've always been?
'Cause I'm tap, tap, tapping on the glass
Waving through a window
I try to speak, but nobody can hear
So I wait around for an answer to appear
While I'm watch, watch, watching people pass
Waving through a window, oh
Can anybody see, is anybody waving back at me?

Is anybody waving?
Waving, waving...

把歌词分享给你们，是希望如果你们偶尔会体会到这样的心情，不要觉得孤独和无助。很多人会在你不经意的时候出现，给你温暖，让你充满力量。对我来说，魔方就是这样的存在，每一个和我交流过的你都是这样的存在。

所以我在入魔一周年这一天，想跟你们说声谢谢。本想一位一位地点名感谢，但又生怕漏掉了任何一位曾经帮助过我感动过我的魔友。所以我的感谢要送给谁，你们心里都懂🙆🏻

期待以后能为大家带来更多精彩的素材和作品。谢谢你们一直以来的关注。我很幸福。爱你们❤️

P. S., 今天正好是观月的生日😍，一定要在这里祝她生日快乐！24岁，花一般的年纪，花一般美好的你，祝你今后的一切都顺利，健健康康，每一天都开心❤️
如果还没有关注这位优质女声，请欣赏下面的段子体会一下，狂戳关注！

P. P. S., 昨天我发那首歌的时候，没想到9月24号居然是<Waving Through A Window>原唱Ben Platt的生日！这种程度的巧合也是没谁了。请叫我Kuma神婆（得意脸）。

特别把他在今年获得Tony奖音乐剧类最佳男主角的获奖感言分享给你们，因为他说到了我的心里，也希望可以鼓励到每一位正在生活中努力的你。

"Don't waste any time trying to be like anybody but yourself.
Because the things that make you strange are the things that make you powerful."

和你们共勉~再次感谢~晚安~笔芯❤️