What Can I Hold You With

我用什么才能留住你

作者：豪尔赫·博尔赫斯[阿根廷]


I offer you lean streets, desperate sunsets, the moon of the jagged suburbs.

我给你瘦落的街道、绝望的落日、荒郊的月亮。 

I offer you the bitterness of a man who has looked long and long at the lonely moon.

我给你一个久久地望着孤月的人的悲哀。 

I offer you my ancestors, my dead men,

我给你我已死去的祖辈，


the ghosts that living men have honoured in marble:

后人们用大理石祭奠的先魂：


my father's father killed in the frontier of Buenos Aires,

我父亲的父亲，阵亡于布宜诺斯艾利斯的边境，


two bullets through his lungs, bearded and dead,

两颗子弹射穿了他的胸膛，死的时候蓄着胡子，

 

wrapped by his soldiers in the hide of a cow;

尸体被士兵们用牛皮裹起；

 

my mother's grandfather -just twenty-four，

我母亲的祖父——那年才二十四岁——

 

heading a charge of three hundred men in Perú,

在秘鲁率领三百人冲锋，

 

now ghosts on vanished horses.

如今都成了消失的马背上的亡魂。 

I offer you whatever insight my books may hold.

我给你我的书中所能蕴含的一切悟力，

 

whatever manliness or humour my life.

以及我生活中所能有的男子气概和幽默。 

I offer you the loyalty of a man who has never been loyal.

我给你一个从未有过信仰的人的忠诚。 


I offer you that kernel of myself that I have saved somehow – the central heart that deals not in words, traffics not with dreams and is untouched by time, by joy, by adversities.

我给你我设法保全的我自己的核心——不营字造句，不和梦交易，不被时间、欢乐和逆境触动的核心。

I offer you the memory of a yellow rose seen at sunset, years before you were born.

我给你早在你出生前多年的一个傍晚看到的一朵黄玫瑰的记忆。

 

I offer you explanations of yourself, theories about yourself, authentic and surprising news of yourself.

我给你关于你生命的诠释，关于你自己的理论，你的真实而惊人的存在。 

I can give you my loneliness my darkness, the hunger of my heart;

我给你我的寂寞、我的黑暗、我心的饥渴；

 

I am trying to bribe you with uncertainty, with danger, with defeat.

我试图用困惑、危险、失败来打动你。

作者介绍



豪尔赫·路易斯·博尔赫斯 Jorge Luis Borges，1899年8月24日－1986年6月14日，阿根廷诗人、小说家、散文家兼翻译家，被誉为作家中的考古学家。生于布宜诺斯艾利斯（Buenos Aires）一个有英国血统的律师家庭。